He was in a middle of a baby clinic at a privet medical center near his town. He was not carrying a baby actually but he thought he could have a little cutie playing on his arm. Playful little babies were crying seeking their moms attention rather than his loving eyes. He saw a pretty lady who probably in her mid 30s talking to her tendering husband nearby who seemed little frustrated waiting for the doctor to come for the clinic. There where his eyes cherished because it was what he wanted always. To be a happy husband to proud women who could face any challenge at any moment to protect himself and their family. Suddenly her old memories flashed anew in to his eyes. He remembered the conversations they had years ago which is now in the skies of his doomed city. He sighed to himself and looked around. There was no sign of love rather than the dark cold emptiness.
A Man needs a Women to build an Emperor
He was waiting till the man finish the work he asked to do. The work was paused and kept aside for few hours because the machine man got some another job from some one who came after him but a friend. So he was not asked to but tend to sit aside thinking about the time he needs to arrange arose with that delay. By the time he remembered her as usual. Every Time he fall down he want her to back him up. This time again, it may be thousands, he was alone, frightened, messed not knowing how to handle the situation.if she was there, he could have taken a call and complain her.Her voice might melt down his pain. He didint want any kind of solution but her concern. But he didn’t get both. He had not even have lunch or a proper breakfast either.
The reflection of her physique on his eyes
She did all those things… Jz to keep him away from her life,
She kept him away from her life, only god knows what runs in her mind,
She stopped all the links to his life, to keep him away from her life,
She made sure he cudnt access to any of her accounts/ profiles…
She ddnt know how much she meant to his life,
She ddnt know he was an Anandian, she ddnt know he was an Engineer,
She ddnt know all those things wud get mixed up with his love upon her,
So she blocked him out of her life… @least she thought so….
She tried to stop him following her IRL and In Virtual world….she thought she made sure he won’t follow him anymore…
Yet He sees her silhouette of by her windowstill…
He sees her shadow once or twice in a fortnight,
Whenver he gets a leasure time… He Runs thru that big tunnel and he climbs up that hill, jz to see her shadow along with the calm sounds of river banks…
He climbs up there Whether he’s got his buddies with him or not…
But still he likes to climb up there all alone…
He walks miles, jz to see her shadow…. But It dsnt matter, even if he onlybsees the shadow, cuz he jz wants to know she’s there… He can imagine and picture her cute lil face on that shadow…
Yet she keeps him away from her stucked up fucked up life….
- Ishan Herath
Minute before Sleep
Kasun do u know, every night when i make my self ready for bed , i close my eyes and cuddle you for a while. The warmth the temptation of your firm touch runs trough my skin and let my sole be free. Then i sigh. I looked at your face , i kissed your arm wrapped tightly around me and say how grateful i am to be yours. I wanna convince you that no one would ever love you like i did. No one will never fall for you like i did. I know how much you like to hear that. I will say so. It is the truth. The reality might disturb us. But the love i gave you will be there for ever untouched and un replaced. I will be married to some one , u either but once we did and let it be alive for next thousand years.
He Met Her Parent
Coming day seemed to be one of a challenging day of his life. He was thinking to meet her parent. His thoughts were kind of struggling because he knew she would never encourage him to do so. All the time she was scared what would happen if he fails to get the permission. So his careless idiocy move could bring her to him for life or could keep her out of his life for ever. His conscious mind was telling him not to do that but on behalf his poor dreams it was a must. No one was there to stop him until he saw her mom’s kind face at her cubical.
Running Miles for Her
She made sure that he will not hear her voice anymore. She hid her sight from him. He was blocked from every media where he could watch her secretly. She made his promise to go stay away from her family. After all She kept her feelings secretly inside herself to where he didn’t have access anymore. But once in a while, she appeared at the top of the mountain. He had to climb up the mountain, it was freezing, dangerous and was misty. He could have get lost and could have ended his life. But the only thing he knew is, that is the only way where there is a hope. Otherwise he will have to grow old and die having nothing, doing nothing.
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